The Life of Kurt Cobain
Monday, March 31st, 2008Explores the life and death of musician and former Nirvana frontman, Kurt Cobain. Discusses Cobain’s musical career and the events leading up to his suicide.
Murders and suicides are investigated throughout the world everyday, but few compare to the unsolved case of Kurt Cobain’s death. Kurt Cobain was born on February 20th, 1967 (Ronson 1). Kurt led a rough childhood and was shuffled between relatives much of his life (Ronson 1). He formed a series of bands while in high school and throughout his teenage life. He formed Nirvana in 1986 and was on his way to rock and roll stardom (Ronson 1). The band went through many changes as did Kurt. In the early nineties, Kurt fell into a serious drug addiction and was soon a hardcore heroin addict (Ronson 2). Growing up in a small town, with divorced parents and a rough childhood, Kurt Cobain led a life of drug addictions and rock stardom, which eventually lead to his still questionable death.
Few rock stars will ever lead a life that compare to the stories and controversies of Kurt Cobain’s. Kurt was born in the small town of Hoquiam, just outside of Seattle, on February 20th, 1967 (Ronson 1). He was a very shy, sickly child (Ronson 1). His life changed dramatically many times during his childhood. Kurt’s parents divorced when he was seven years old and he stated that he never felt loved or secure for the rest of his life (Ronson 1). As with any divorce, there was a massive effect on the child. Kurt became anti-social and distraught after witnessing his parents divorce (Ronson 1). Many artists work is fueled by their life’s events. Kurt said that his parents divorce gave inspiration for many of his songs (Ronson 1). Kurt was shuffled between relatives, and at one instance was homeless, living under a bridge (Ronson 1). Kurt had much talent when it came to art and music. He found this out when he moved to the nearby town of Aberdeen, and formed a series of bands in his life there (Ronson 1). His attempts in music were unsuccessful until he met the right two people. Kurt formed Nirvana in 1986 (Ronson 1). HE used his singing talent to his advantage. Kurt was the lead singer of the soon to be mainstream rock band, Nirvana (Ronson 1). The band played many local shows before entering the studio. Nirvana released the “Blew EP” in the summer of 1989 at a small local studio that specialized in advertisement jingles (Azerrad 123). The EP did minimal despite it’s talented musicians. In late 1989 Nirvana recorded their first full length album titled “Bleach” (Ronson 1). Nirvana was on it’s way to mainstream stardom, but a few kinks still needed worked out. It was clear to Kurt that their current drummer did not fit the needs of the band, so Danny Peters was replaced with Dave Grohl, just before their tour of England (Azerrad 155). Just two and a half years after their first album was released, Nirvana released the album “Nevermind” (Ronson 1). The record was filled with hit songs. “Smells like Teen Spirit” was an instant hit for Nirvana (Ronson 1). Many of their songs contributed to the whole success of “Nevermind.” It went on to sell ten million copies sending Nirvana into the category of overnight millionaires (Ronson 1). With the newly found success, Nirvana was starting tour after tour, but Kurt’s mind was elsewhere. In February of 1992, Kurt married Courtney Love (Ronson 1). They fed off each others success and were deeply in love. In late 1992, Frances Bean Cobain was born and a new chapter was opened in Kurt’s life (Ronson 2). With the stresses of marriage and a child, Kurt needed relief. He fell into a heroin addiction, using it as a stress reliever from the hardships of touring (Ronson 2). Shortly after his daughter was born, Kurt was hospitalized for heroin abuse (Ronson 2). The drug addictions furthered, and was a threat to the success of Nirvana. Kurt was later rushed to the hospital after downing fifty prescription pain killers (Ronson 2). After all this Kurt started to become disappointed with the music business. Many of his songs were misinterpreted. One of his songs, “Polly”, was used as background music for an actual gang rape, Kurt was disgusted (Ronson 2). Kurt became unhappy with his music career;, and discovered the life of a professional musician is nothing of what he imagined (Azerrad 299). The passion Kurt once had for music had died and his life was on its way downhill.
Kurt’s drug addiction was not the only problem in his life, his marriage was also in danger. Kurt and Courtney were having numerous problems. A fight took place over a new car on March 22nd (Investigation 1). Many other fights took place. Courtney was furious, and fought with Kurt about not doing Lollapalooza and how much money he was losing (Investigation 3). Kurt planned on leaving Courtney and the music business. He called his attorney, and wanted Courtney taken out of his will (Investigation 1). For week there was much tension between Kurt and Courtney. Courtney called her attorney, and told her to find the most vicious divorce lawyer and also asked about voiding their prenuptial agreement (Investigation 1). Kurt became in fear for his life. On March 30th, Kurt and his close friend went to buy a shotgun, he told Dylan that he was afraid of intruders in the house (Investigation 1). Some thought that Kurt might be suicidal. His best friend was asked if he thought Kurt might be capable of committing suicide, he replied that Kurt was just under a lot of stress and he was completely fine (Investigation 5). Cobain soon entered rehab in hopes of curing his drug addictions. Cobain left the rehab center on April 1, 1994 and went missing soon after, only a few of his close friends saw him (Investigation 2). Courtney told police Kurt was suicidal, but Kurt had specifically told them many times before he was not (Investigation 1). She was very concerned about the situation. She planted a story that she had overdosed in hopes of getting Kurt’s attention, but her intentions were not fulfilled (Investigation 2). She started to get scared and wanted a security system installed on the house. She had contractors go to the house and start on it (Investigation 4). The contractors started as usual and nothing seemed out of the ordinary. While finishing the system, an employee of Veca Electric discovered Kurt’s body in the greenhouse (Investigation 6). News spread quickly and it was soon on radio and television. Kurt’s body was found sprawled on the floor with a shotgun pointed at his chin (Ronson 3). Police soon began an investigation. The Police spokeswoman said a note was found with the body, and Kurt’s death was immediately classified as a suicide (Investigation 7). Millions of fans were devastated at the news. Two days after his body was found, five thousand people gathered in Seattle for a candlelight vigil (Ronson 3). Kurt’s death shocked the masses, but many were not satisfied with the case being closed so quickly.
There are many theories from highly acclaimed investigators as to if Kurt Cobain actually committed suicide or there was foul play involved. There is evidence and many unanswered questions pertaining to this case. There is evidence that circumstances were manipulated so that Kurt would not be able to drive his own car, or even spend his own money (Barnett 2). Also, someone had been using Kurt’s credit card in the days leading up to his death (Grant 2). Why would someone not want Kurt to drive his own car or gain access to his own money? Many clues support that the fact that Kurt did not want shotgun he bought for suicide. A cab driver reported that he took Kurt to buy bullets because Kurt told him there had been a burglary at his home (Barnett 2). The shotgun Kurt had was fully loaded for protection (Grant 2). Why would Kurt fully load the gun when only one bullet was needed for suicide? Also, no legible fingerprints were found on the gun (Grant 2). Why were Kurt’s fingerprints not found on the gun he used to commit suicide? Kurt’s behavior and the people that saw him last support he was not suicidal (Barnett 2). A non suicidal person, does not commit suicide. When Kurt’s body was found he had been injected with three times the lethal does of heroin (Grant 2). Many of Kurt’s closest friends say that he was completely clean in the days leading up to his death, so why was there a lethal does of heroin found in his blood (Barnett 2)? With three times the lethal amount of heroin in his body, could he have been able to pick up a gun and still pull the trigger (Barnett 3)? Even a severe heroin addict could not have been able to inject that much heroin, and still hold a gun and pull the trigger. Even if Kurt did shoot himself, why would he deliberately inject himself with a lethal amount of heroin (Grant 3)? This evidence supports that there was foul play involved in Kurt’s death. Some believe that Courtney and the nanny of the house, were involved in a conspiracy to murder Kurt (Grant 1). Courtney had a million dollars worth or reasons to kill Kurt, he was changing his will to leave our Courtney and preventing her from getting any of his money (Barnett 3). With this evidence, Courtney’s involvement was obvious. She withheld information on Kurt’s whereabouts when he was missing, making her an obvious suspect (Barnett 3). After reading the note, it was very clear that it was not a suicide note. It was only telling fans he was quitting the music business, Courtney, and Seattle (Grant 2). The note was immediately labeled as a suicide note without any thorough investigation (Grant 2). With all of this evidence combined, it is clear that something was strange about the death of Kurt Cobain.
Kurt Cobain was a gifted and talented musician and artist. His life began in a small town with nothing more than the clothes on his back. His talents were soon obvious as he made his way into the music business. The talented trio known as Nirvana was formed in 1986 (Ronson 1). Kurt knew success and fame for only a short time. By April 1994 Kurt’s drug addictions and problems with his life had caught up with him (Investigation 4). Kurt’s rough childhood and life contributed to his fame and fortune later, but it was only short lived. Only a few people know the truth behind Kurt’s death, and until they confess to their actions, his death will remain a mystery.